2011年4月14日星期四

MY CARDINAL !! « BeckaBear's Blog

EVER SINCE I WENT THROUGH THE UGLY WITH MY MOTHER I HAVE SEEN A RED CARDINAL, WHICH IS MY GRANDFATHERS BIRD, VERY RANDOM, BECAUSE I LOOK FOR HIM AND DIDN'T SEE HIM UNTIL NOW..

I THINK THAT IF MY GRANDPA COULD TALK AND HIS CARDINAL,HE WOULD SIMPLY SAY…. BE YOU, LET GO , GIVE THEM HELL, BE BEAUTIFUL, BE UGLY, LIVE AND LEARN, AND LEARN THAT LOVE CAN BE HURTFUL, AND TRY NOT TO BE RESENTFUL NOTHING IN LIFE WILL EVER BE ,MORE BEAUTIFUL, THAN FAMILY, NO MATTER THE "NAMES"  WE ARE BUT THAT!.THE BEST FAMILY !!! THE MOTHA "EFFIN" FRIEDMANS" :-) ;-) ;-) COULDN'T ASK FOR A BETTER FAMILY…. I WISH I COULD CHANGE POPPY'S NAME….NONE THE LESS, LIVE, LET GO, BE, AND EVEN BETTER !!!! BE BETTER !!!!

WORKING ON LETTING GO, AND LETTING SOMEONE GET THE LAST WORD…. STRUGGLING HARD!!!

MAIN REASON BEING EVERYONE HAS A BIGGER THAN THY SELF PERSONALITY…… WHICH WAKE UP: YOU ARE GAINING IN AGE…GAINING

IN WRINKLES….AND YES YOUR NIPPLES ARE ALREADY HEADING TOWARDS YOUR TOES.

IF YOU KNOW ME THEN GREAT  GENETICS HAVE PRESERVED ME,  BUT….. LETS MAKE OURSELVES FAKE LATER, SO WE CAN ACTUALLY LOOK REAL TODAY!

WAS OUT TO DINNER TONIGHT WERE AS I OVER HEARD A JERSEY SHORE WANNA BE IN CONVERSATION, I COULDN'T HELP BUT INTERJECT MY OPINION ON THE HOLE CONVERSATION WHEREAS HE WAS PUTTING DOWN HIS 50 YR OLD SUGAR MOMMA….. ALL I SIMPLY SAID WAS "REALLY" APPARENTLY IT UPSET HIS 5'9 ASS ANS GRANDMA TO THE POINT TO GET IN MY FACE….. LUCKY I HAD A CALM SOUL WITH ME OR THEY BOTH WOULD HAVE ENDED WITH CHOPSTICKS IN THERE JUGULARS!!!!

I NEED TO GET INTO SOME SORT OF AGGRESSION WORKOUT SO THAT I RELIVE MYSELF OF THOSE THOUGHTS !!

THERE UGLY,  IN MY BENEFIT ANYONE TALKS SHIT OR DISRESPECTS, I AM THE UNEXPECTED!!! ILL DEFEND AND FULLY TAKE OVER !!! ANY WRONG!!! NO MATTER HOW BIG, TALL, OR STRONG!

MY CARDINAL REPRESENTS:- A LOVE THAT IS ENDLESS, A STRENGTH THAT IS GIVING, A COMPASSION THAT IS REGARDLESS, A WEAKNESS, THAT IS STRENGTH, FORGIVENESS, THAT IS YET TO BE TOLD, A BEAUTY TO WITH HOLD, AN UGLY TO LET GO, AND A LOVE FOR YOURSELF, AND DREAMS!!!!!!!!

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